29.8.09

petticoats

oh wow, bonjour :)

i havnt written in a while, but my keyboard as been so horrible latley. i come home from school one day and my space bar doesnt work, and either do my N, M, ?.

it was horrible. and i really couldnt write a blog like that, now could i?

well. i have a new boy. his name is bennojamin

and he is so lovely i just want to eat him up. i notice everything about him.

he bounces when he walks, and his heart beats so loudly. he either has a massive heart or really thin skin.

ha has a special smell, he smells lovely. he like hugging, and he always bends down to hug me.

he is romantic, but in a subtle cute way. if he wants to hold my hands,

he rawrs and grabs it as if he is going to attack me.

but then he just grabs my hand and doesnt let go.

when he gets nervous, he doesnt make eye contact, at all.

he is so imaginative. he always has an answer to any insane question i ask him.

he wishes to do things differently. he doesnt care what people think.

he knows who he is. and he doesnt let anyone touch that.

sometimes he gets so hyper like a little boy. he runs around and laughs and tickles me.

he is only ticklesh on his thigh, no where else.

oh wow :)

how rich i am

its born with me, i can feel it
crawling through skin, pouring through my eyes

it empty's me, off all i suffer
yet it fills me, with everything good

i watch it and i crave it
i hear it, and i cry

i simply need it too survive

standing up on that pointe, spinning around on that floor
feels the furthest away from work
it is natural, it is me

i dont think i care if im not the best
i dont think i care if im alone
think of how rich i am to have this
and i will

 
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