so many things

okay so, a day at a time

but firstly. i wish i could make a dance that was almost like reading a really amazing book

or like a really amazing picture

almost like sam said "i want to make a song that looks like that," and he pointed at the clouds.

i want to make a dance that looks and means a word

a word that's what i want

that leaves the audience feeling not necessarily happy

but

alive

i want to make a dance that makes a sound. that makes a song. i suppose thats why you dance to music

but i want my dance to be like, the audience seeing the music. seeing the notes, the words, and the emotions

this is surley impossible?

but maybe not .

i do feel like sometimes i will explode with all these ideas and inspirations.

and then there is too much to be able to do it all