helium balloons

i sometimes i wish i was song lyrics

maybe that's why sometimes when i listen to songs i get so worked up

i just wish i was them.

perhaps this is why i dance mother?

because dancing is kindof like

seeing music

well that's how i would like it to be

"its an aquired taste, you need to just find the right one"

that is the definition i gave sam and sarah of bubble tea

as we were standing outside the bubble cup stand trying to decide what to order

and sam and sarah wondering why i had dragged them here

today was a day for things.

meditating behind the dance studio

playing a pregnent teenager in drama

discovering a new religion in philosphy

and winning a curly wurly in psych

which i do admit went to the chariatable cause, that was angus.

today was also a day for unknotting things

a little like my chest

it feels a bit more limber now

kind of a bit easier to move.

this is a strange feeling

i like watching the letters form words when it is set to centre

its like the word just appear from the middle of nowhere

and then they move, all by themselves

its amazing

today was also a day for my mother discovering my empty vodka bottle

and leaving me a note