13.5.09

rightnow

ugh. i havent blogged in ages.

i used to be a really nice person, you know. i used to be nice. but now

im making people angry and im doing the wrong thing and saying mean things to people, they say it back but im still the mean one. and its all happening at once

why cant people just butt out? okay so i did something thats not really like me, and some people might not approve, but why do they feel the need to look down at you?

i understand everyone has flaws, every person, and as humans we embrace them , you know? but when people are mean, thats just mean. and i dont understand why people have to be mean.

okay yes i can be mean. and this whole ashlee stewart thing got a bit messy, throwing insults back and forth at each other. but then my "friends" bicth with her about me

i just. i dont understand. im not a mean person. but everyone is making me so angry. why cant people just accept things, stop being malicious and horrid.

and no one is telling me what is going on. people are mad at people or upset and no one will let me understand. i mean,

im sorry. im just really really crappy

"i need a suicide bike right now"

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