without it

this is how i know. its one of those things that always catch me off gaurd

i love going, i love dancing. but everysingle time. i underestimate the feeling it gives me. sometimes i think the passions waning. but thats because im thinking to much. i stop and then i realise how free i feel after

its like, everything is so simple.i dont have to push down my feelings, because they dont bother me. its like a bubble around me, around my heart. protecting me. everything is so bright and for a moment, one moment, im intouch with my whole body, my whole mind. i feel so open and like everything inside me is connected

i can breathe, i can smile, i can stand.

but then it fades. thats why i know. i need dancing. i will never ever be me without it, never.