18.7.09

confuzzled and confused

hi. :)

i hope everyone is well

i feel like im in a muddle

i dont know whats going on, i dont know where i belong, i dont know who i am anymore

nothing is familar, and the old stuff has changed too

everything is everywhere and im so utterly utterly confused

i need to draw a mind map, maybe i need to put things into compartments

i dont know

the only thing familar to me right now, is ED

and that cant be good

is there anything i can hangon to?

8.7.09

it was a dark rainy night...

we were all sitting around the table. it was dark outside and the we could hear the rain hitting the roof. All four of us were sitting at the table, holding out warm teacups in our hands and drinking it. "Nikki is gentle" gail assured us, so we let her large collie run around the room with our small dog. suddenly there was a bang, and a growl, and a squeek. All out heads snapped towards the commotion and Nikki was pinned on the ground, growling and furby was underneath her. i ripped out of my chair and jumped over, i grabbed Nikki by her mane and threw her off Fuby, then i scooped him up and ran back towards my seat.

it was an action story!! but it actually happened!

stupid whore of a dog got "jelous" so she decided she would try at every possible oppotunity to kill Furby!

but we're home now, and he is safe.

stupid Nikki.

 
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