confuzzled and confused

hi. :)

i hope everyone is well

i feel like im in a muddle

i dont know whats going on, i dont know where i belong, i dont know who i am anymore

nothing is familar, and the old stuff has changed too

everything is everywhere and im so utterly utterly confused

i need to draw a mind map, maybe i need to put things into compartments

i dont know

the only thing familar to me right now, is ED

and that cant be good

is there anything i can hangon to?