this is for you

When the lights are off and the night’s so dark this is for you
As you lie in your bed, think of what he said
This is for you

every moment, of everyday, every second and in everyway
This is for you
I miss you so much I think I will explode
That is why, this is for you

See every moment I make on that stage, every breath I take in a day
This is for you

You wish you had someone, you wish you were here
You wish it had never happened and you had never felt the fear

Thos tears you cry, I know they are real
Because sometimes at night you cant even feel
Put away the photos, close up the jar
Letting it out is worse than this, worse than this by far

I’m trying to distract the world with these colour and my view
But underneath im writing what is really true
But no one is going to read it
Because in the light of day, these colours shine
More brightly than what I have to say

You’re going to catch me down,
When im trying to go to sleep
For being alone with my thoughts
Is the thing that makes me weak

I wish you were here to say
This is for you
But you never be, because now you’re marred my view
No one will ever see