today i learnt

today i learnt that the love you feel for someone, or something

is only as strong as you feel inside.

like everything else i seem to learn, this will have an exception, a lot of exceptions

but it seemed today i was feeling stronger

and i had more confidence in who i love, and what i love

that was today

:)

the year

this year is the year

ive been thinking about it

playing with it on the end of my tongue

in my mind

but now i have finally decided. it is final

it is set

it is happening

this year is the year

for dancing.

ive had my recovery year, ive had my getting back my strength

now im going to use that

and im going to go,

to run
to sprint.

auditions, practice, perfection
no fucking up this year

no playign and dreaming

this year is the year, the real thing

everything is going to come alive.

im promising.

"happiness is something you create"